Dear Honeybunch

For lending a sympathetic ear during times of frustration,

Even when you know you don't have to at all,

For lending a shoulder during times of distress,

For making me smile when life gives a cold call,

For trying to carve laughs on this gloomy face,

For reaching out to me whenever I need it most,

For keeping my palms warm when the outside seems cold,

For being my light at the end of the tunnel,

For your words of wisdom, and acts of kindness,

For all the extra miles you've taken, like today,

For loving me in your most, most endearing ways,

If I've never told you how much it means to me,

Know now that its appreciated beyond these simple words of appreciation.

Thank you, honey.

It's people like you who reminds me that to live, and to love, is an awfully wonderful adventure.

PS: I'll be alright, the ceiling walls haven't come crashing down yet. Hehe..;-)

 

With love.

=(

Sigh, sigh, sigh...

So many mistakes made... all the regrets harboured...

..Moving on..

Looking back, cannot believe a simple person like me can inflict so much pain on another person..

Over-the-top and ridiculous. That's what I would describe Me.

..Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it. If I'm worth all that trouble.

..Because I most definitely wasn't then.

.. And looking at myself now, I'm still wondering if I'm doing enough...

..Sighs..........................................

For All that Matters... =)

 Age is just a number, don't you agree??

So is the year...

It's been a good year last year, along with some challenges, with some good and bads, but hey, what's life without any of those right? 

Now, its a brand new year, with brand new goals, brand new resolutions, brand new challenges, brand new accomplishments, friends, ahhh...the never-ending list of possibilities..

Some say the world ends this year..

Do you reckon so too??

Say that it does end, how would you choose to spend it?

Do you have anyone around to spend the last moments of life??

I know I do.

Oh, I definitely do. =)

Looking back last year, there are a few things I think I should be proud of.

First up, I found myself a job that I think suits me quite well, except for the elevated stress level in which is stemming from my own attitude, but other than that, it's been awesome.

The figures that forms the foothold of my company team, my colleagues, are comprised of just the most wonderful, bubbly, helpful and warm people. I have no such knowledge of the overrated "office politics" in which I so dislike by working in this company, so that's something to be grateful about.

My Country Manager is a nice person. For my birthday, he made me a pair of earrings~!! Yeap, MADE. Personally. =) Silver piece, beads, and combining it all from scratch, which I reckon aint too difficult, but just the thought that he personally made it, that made a whole lot of difference. Martin has the passion for fine art, and refurbishing stuffs, which explains why he is just a unique individual. Funny, friendly, and quite attractive too. =)

And during our gathering some time ago, look at what he cooked for us. =)

Talented indeed.

Then we have Looi, always looking out for me, as what a good Manager would do. The "what's up" thing has become a norm, I'm so glad I can look upon him as a "cool Uncle" and not really as a manager. Hehe...damn like the fella wei my boss..lol..

Of course, my sexy little ride, my 'boyfriend', my Mazda.

I realise I'm going faster with it every day. I think there was a reason why the first question that was posted to me when I brought my Mazda to its first service from some random dude who owned a Mazda as well was "How fast have you driven your ride so far???" Hehe..

With my car I realise that freedom have come by easier now. I love my Mazda. Total sexiness. (*grins*)

And then there are people which I choose to keep in touch with, who have always been so awesome and loves me in the most endearing ways. Who have helped me through difficult times.

People who I can click with, laugh with, sigh with, and really enjoy their company..

So yeah, that pretty much takes up 24 hours of my time. =)

And then suddenly I realise, that I don't need too many characters in my life. Just a few important ones to make life worth living. Fake friends are just not my cup of tea.

And then of course, my most ever-loving family, who have loved and cared and sheltered me unconditionally, love them to bits. =)

This year, I've learned the real value of sacrifice, and what it takes, and the difference between what should be done and what has to be done. I learned the value of weighing my priorities, knowing what's important and what's not, taking the extra mile, and staying strong for those who are weaker.

And to top the wonders of everything that has happened in the year,

The best present, the very best present..is when I found him...

Someone to love,

Someone to cherish,

Someone who cares unconditionally,

Who would wait for me,

Someone who respects,

Acknowledges my strengths and doesn't downplay my weaknesses,

Someone whom I know, would be there for me through thick and thin,

Someone, whom I find the meaning of living in this world,

When those set of eyes look back at me.

..."And then suddenly, you'll just realize,

It can never get any better than this."

*contentment*

...Spending the New Year with the fireworks above us was a dream come true for me...

My life's complete.

Cheers to a wonderful year ahead. =)

(lilies Day 3)

lotsa love.