I'll Never Forget This Day.

The night before exam, I spent the whole day going out shopping and spending time with my family. It took the whole damn day! Before we left I didn't touch the book yet. But I planned on staying up that night because it wuz my last paper. Not only my last, but my very very last paper. Out of all the papers I have ever sat for, this one marks the end of it. Though tired, I wuz happy. It wuz the ever last time I would ever stay up for exam for that gilded cage of mine.

Morning dawned, and I wuz happy to be able to catch some sleep. Morning wuz beautiful, as always, but it wuz psychologically more beautiful because everything I do today, would mark the last time I do it. Taking that long everyday 35 minutes train ride; all of it.

But something had to happen to spoil the whole thing.

Some damn bitch or bastard stole my bag.

Right after exam, I came out to get my bag and put all my stuffs in it. To find that it wuz not there! I put it beside Selene's, but to my surprise, I couldn't find it. I thought someone wuz playing tricks on me, so I wuz chilled at first. But then................... Aghast, IT REALLY WUZN'T THERE!!!!! Damn it damn it damn it! I took all my valuables in with me, including my phone, camera, credit card, money, student ID and IC. But my driving license wuz in the wallet! Together with some other stuffs. The most painful to loose wuz my Guess wallet. My sis got that for me on one of my past Birthdays. I only wore it for a few months. I think about 4 and a half. And the bag, wuz brand freakin new! I barely wore it for a month! Damn the thief who would be so heartless to commit such a crime!!!

The one most painful that wuz in my wallet, were two pieces of money folded into love shaped leaves. Which wuz made just for me from dear Wy Howe. One wuz made when we were lying at the shoe couch watching TV, and he got me this HK money and taught me how to fold it. Only that once. And another wuz a random one he made for me one day. Everything that I lost could be bought back, but not that one. Those two are lost for life. It's so unfair! I can't stand the fact that I lost it without a fight!!!!

That wuz how the last day of my college marked. 25th of January 2010. I made a report to the SAD, and the shittiest part is that THAT is the only thing I could do.

This incident is the living testimony, that TARC is really NOT a place meant for ME.

And I thought my perception for that place would change for good. But it has gone back all the way to like it wuz in the start, HOW MUCH I HATED IT! Damn it!!!