HEART

Me: I’m insignificant.

Him: No one is in significant, especially you. Not to me.

Sweet, isn’t it??

All my life, there was only one person who said that to me.

Guess that’s why I remember.

But it was a long time ago, and the person is long gone.

No matter what happens, no matter what, the world keeps spinning, and it will never halt. Even through misery, death, life – we all move on.

Like the death of Steve Jobs-A man who transformed the world of technology and breached the gap of the old and young through his creative innovations and milestones. The world mourns, the world appreciates, the world recognizes, but then we all move on, don't we???

But some people perhaps take a longer time than some other people.

And then there are some who perhaps subconsciously, choose to be trapped in this black hole with no light at the very end of the tunnel.

While some, ought to think that they have already moved on, but every now and then take guilt trips down memory lane, sometimes a bit too often than necessary.

Guess subconscious thoughts cannot be controlled.

Like me, often looking out the window wishing there was somebody there. Every day.

My current favourite: Mirror by Lil Wayne feat Bruno Mars.

This song, oh this song, it’s unbelievable how ONE damn song has the power to cause so much of self-reflection.

There I was, just lying on the bed.

It was just me, the Beatz headphone blasted out loud, and the I-pod.

And one song in the playlist, playing like a broken record. Funny how it never seemed to be enough.

Love oh love the beatz playing at the background, the choir humming, the story that it sung, and all the eeriness in between.

And then over dinner last week, my dear Kash asked me a question.

A question that got me thinking way to deep.

I guess I know the answer to his question, but a part of me was not sure.

In fact, don’t think I’ll ever know for sure.

And a part of me knew that I’m going to spend the rest of my life figuring that out.

Sigh.

That's whatcha get when you have dinner with someone too intelligent for your own good.
 =(

The lyrics??

Mirror on the wall,

Here we are again,

Through my rise and fall,

You’ve been my only friend

You told me that they can,

Understand the man I am

So why are we,

Talking to each other again???

Hrm..what a day...

..and I'm off work coz I'm under the weather...

Have a wonderful weekend ahead..

Cheers.

Lotsa love.