Y.O.U.

YOU

 

You know who you are. 

You are the only one who has the guts to call me past midnight (despite knowing that I'm probably sleeping), and have even more ego to find your ways to keep my company and get me talking. 

Seriously, I was really tired that night, and if it weren't because of your special day, I wouldn't have stayed too long. I ain't kidding. Seriously dude. You were pushing limits there. Gosh.

But well, I'm also glad that I did.

 

Honestly, after putting down the phone that night, I hated you for a moment. I'm sorry, but I did.

 

I hated you, for opening up doors of memories into my past, the part of my past which I do not wish to speak about.

 

And to be honest, I wouldn't give two sh**s if it were someone else asking me for this story, because it wouldnt even pass the first sentence. Some things, I would prefer not to share.

 

But I choose to believe, that perhaps you really do care. And you want to know because you truly, wanted to know.

 

I guess from my story you know, that I have yet to change, that I still believe in Love, only that what I am looking for is something that is sustainable against the adversities of today's day and times.

 

I am a beast, sometimes, I know. I wish I wasn't but well, life goes on.

 

You too, have changed. We have had our sets of experiences since our love withered away several years back, and I can only say that you have prevailed being your better self now, and I am proud of that. Although I am no one to you now, I'd like to hope that I did contribute to that, in one way or another, although I must say, the wee bit of ego is still lingering there. Hahah. *winks* Well, you are you, and that makes you, You. =) Thus the title of this blog. =)

 

I wish you the best in life, really I do. If anything, the only thing I want for you is fulfillment and happiness. I know that words are cheap, and I am sorry that sometimes, I am not able to meet up with you for coffee or tea, but please know, that I truly appreciate, that you are one of the few that I am still maintaining this valuable friendship with. And I honestly, from the bottom of my heart, truly appreciate, that you still care for my well-being. I will, towards you too. Guess it's just the special spot we would have for each other no matter what becomes of us in the future.
Wouldn't you agree with me??

 

..which is why I texted you today to ask if you were free for the Birthday cake I still owe you.. But, you are the one who is not free okay!!! So, don't say I didn't put in effort ya! Hahhaha. =)

 

This note, is for you.

 

=)

 

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On another note, this week was a busy week.

 

Went to many places and did some crazy things.

 

Got an unexpected gift from an unexpected person, and if only I knew what was inside, I most definitely wouldnt have taken this specific parcel from this person during the meet-up session. It was too much. Just too much. But it was adorably sweet.

 

Look.

My very first Chanel.

 

Thank you, really.

 

And you didn't even allow me to pay for dinner.

 

I should have gone American and opened the gift right in front of you!!! Grrr...

 

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And well, look at my most recent Tech Toy!

 

My latest i-Pad Air, and one more i-Pad Mini.

 

Why two????

 

Because I can. =)

 

Haha.

 

Can't live without them now.

 

Apple Rocks BIG time!!!

*feeling awesome*

 

 

 

lotsa love.